Beloved Howard,
Today I saw your face, splashed across the pages of a book long lost.....Yet it was nearly a thrill to see you again....despite our previous differences...you spoke to me...and i replied and it was all good....
Maybe the words that poured out of my mouth upon ur immediate arrival were not carefully pronounced, and though it seemed to me as though I was mistaken....but I thought I headr myself confess my love to you yet again....Untrue ofcourse...and ignore it if you heard the same ludicruous silence....
The Undesirable is haunting...and BORING.....a kiss on the cheek may have been an aphrodisiac for a moment...but the world stopped spinning after a while....a brush on the thigh may have been unintentional and addictive.....but the heart started skipping beats again.....the breathing resumed its erratic flow yet again....
He is soooo bloody boring....and his nasal conquest of a voice is sometimes extremelyendearing but mostly just another voice on the wall...nothing more nothing less......
Perhaps the Freudians of the world are looking down in contempt....but a mundane understanding of this behaviour on my part is extremely necessary.....coz the immortal explantions are just not sufficient....so assuming in this situation that I am X....and X as usual is the unknown....Lets determine the value of this X (Mr. Reckoning).....and try to evaluate this equation...coz its DRIVIN ME CRAZZZYYY..........
Lets asssume for a second that by some freak of nature I am actually attracted to this creature.....are his actions in the ancient history excusable....despite the comprehensible nature of the said actions....????
I dunno...said the Turtle with a bemused expression across his forehead.....no not a frown, not a scorn, not a bangled confusion....just a plain simple old "I dunno"....converted to flesh lines...
So I guess the Turtle was inefficient...and completely nonperceptive...
Tell me Howard.....what should I do??.....Tell me my love.....is it Ok for me to fall in love again...
Urs in Bemused Confusion
Choleric
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Sometimes people fall in "love", just to ensure,their mobile rings everyday unfailingly,and then, the charm just wears off.
Deep down, we know whom we truly love...
Yes, they do disappoint at times but lets just remain true to ourselves.
dearest reckon in thy heart,
it isnt love...its mindless lust..it comes and goes....but more or less.....this body dont know luurve girlfriend...its all about the saaaxxxx...!!!!!!
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