Dear Howard,
Today after all the thrill of life filled me up....I realized how alone I was in the midst of a multitude. It wasn't YOUR absence Howard, quite surprisingly, which took me for a spin...it was my previous adventure's..or my previous Trick's.....as they like to call it. My Go-Go boy.....who seemed to "Go" everywhere but me. It was his departure from my holy land, and then his absence, that sort of sank into my skin....when i was with everyone i most desired. It was HIM....not Jesus, not even Satan(yes after all this time)....and definitely not you. He who had shown me how they French in Hollywood....he who'd brought me face to face with HIV...and he who told me of many misadventures........ just like myself.....
He was a wonder all right ...n now he's gone...he never called back..
Now i know what you must think of me right now.....I'm obsessing over another man I can't have...or thats probably the reason Im obsessing over him in the first place...But that is where I have your number Howard...for this isn't my usual obsession..infact it isnt an obsession at all...it is purely academic...laugh out loud and clear, high pitched and shrill of course....
No, Howard....this one even i cant describe in words, even I cant "pray tell" you....even I cant seamlessly knit into a comlicated cable of words and sounds and consonants and vowels and make it sound elaborate and complicated..for it isnt really....
Its as simple as can be..i Like someone...and there is well only one reason for it... the pron in question is vey likeable....has several qualities I seem to like in people...
nevermind the "qualities".....this discussion isnt open for your vacant stare....
goodnight howard
Yours In Liking...
Choleric
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