You would be pleased to know that i've broken my heart again today. The intrument in question was a man very much like urself....infinitley patient, monstrously benevolent, GORGEOUS if i might add...but then again...he was nowhere as coldblooded as you ever were Howard. He could not look a cyclist in in the eye and tell him to stick it where the sun dont eva shine.....
He never sang to me..and unlike you never even played a recorded ballad..and he definitely never dedicated a song to me..so i guess I WILL age with time..
but then again(aftereffectsofareturnedphonecall), he was the man who made me believe, that there are more out there, more MEN that is....that the world IS full o sugga dadies...only you gotta go out there and look for em. He got me to stop holding the creator, the beholder as the one and only...."love" of my life......he made it possible fro me to see the world as a room full of oppurtunity....and flesh.....
he was able to convince me to have a threesome, one with me, him and my ego....and he taught me to fuck my ego....and enjy it...and i taught my ego to slut around and screw everyone and still live to talk about it...loudly enough for the lampposts to hear...we all know aboout their intuitiveness.....
eitherways.....as only soomone as immortal as me can put it, i hope he's happy....with his tiny deflated ego and the withOUT mine.....for now he has to seek a new master to train him...a new ego to feel insecure about...a new CONSPICUOUS enough human subconciouss to look after and again...be trained by...
there is nothing immortal about the ego of course.....its how he'll think of it....whish will be immortal....
we all g our entire lives trying to be immortal...TRYING to be remembered by that one act..thta one second of exhiliration, that one caught breath in the sinuses of the cumulative masses...that digusting distaste....
take care then love
yours immortally
Choleric
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