Beloved Howard,
I recieved a gift today...not as grand as the previous pink gesture, but nearly as meaningful and YES....much more defining..."character building??"......let's say??.....
The wonder has seized and yeah I'm sorry if all the rules of desire have been breached...but the snapped string has never jolted in me sense of such great loss...truly....I have understood pain, lve, lust and all such fantasies tosay.....and also a GREAT sense of being NICE...yes....the princess sacrificed another rendezvouz with her beloved "astamaristaYOMANN".....and pronounced to me everything I need to change....if I ever wanna be the Next Worst Thing....which TRUST ME....i soooooooo wanna be....
okay..
moving on...
The undesirable has finally landed himself a deal......I continue desiring him...and He has no way of knowing...well its mot really much of a deal.....just more of an exciting decison Ive taken to toy with myself for sometime.....till of course the snapped strings are forged again....which would be perfect....since the oppurtunity would have passed...the Undesirable in my shadow would have become the Desirable No. 1....of course lets not completely discredit the boy of everything he's probably capable of......
But yeah the Freudians of the world will need entertainment....and for their sake(see I am absolutely unselfish and my motives are completely transperant)....I shall take the "UN"desirable under my wing...laughoutloudandclearshrillandsheer.....and train him.....laughoutloudandclearshrillandsheeragain........to entertain the Freudians....laughoutloudandclearshrillandsheerandagain.....
Well ofcourse my motives arent completely honest...but if its any consolation....neither is my heart....so no love lost there...
Goodnight Love
Urs a little edgy..
Choleric
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To err is human but yes, sometimes when our mind begins to dominate, lets not forget, had Jesus planned for his retirement,there would have been no "let my people go.." moment in the history of mankind.
So hats off to your mind, which is rightly insisting to snub itself and listen to those two organs right below it..
And the heart happily cried ever after..
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