Beloved Howard,
Found unfound questions plagued me unto the infinite capacities of my reckless mind.....yes Howard, there are many many masters of each destiny, each with its own purpose and calling.....each assigned a specific time period in the life of the destined to gather forth all that they have done or undone and rectify it to their own convenience...
Mine too has been a destiny with various masters...or mistresses should we call them...
A long chronological order ago, and lightyears in miles away, lived my very own destiny free from such mistresses....free from the bindings of unholy matrimony and the incessant ramblings of unfortunate messengers....
And one day all the world stopped to stare....yes i hate this part right here.....no one ever noticed how fast the destiny got swallowed up by its many in line mistresses, how soon the world started spinning on its unnatural axis...my axis........and resumed the spinning on the community soul....the gaya axis...the antichrist of my existence......maybe past lives could have regenerated in me the need....but if any of it were to be believed I should have resumed where I left off right??.......
At the entrance to hell....the gates of diabolique the conquerer......the unsound clang of the cemetary window, and the unlatched toilets of heaven's kitchen.....
All have died and gone to New York....without the burdens of carrying any mistresses forth....without the barrels on the conscience of being unable to control anymore....the victory of loss.....and the uncouth demarcation of territory...as though pissing lines weren't enough my love....
As though thye have ever been able to hold me back...as though they have ever been able to control a bit of what they recall as their own destiny...their very own poodle to french....their very own nostalgic moment...through the glass window...through their very own master door...
The gates have descended and clanged open...and this time Im walking through.....
goodnight Howard
urs in destiny
Choleric
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