Beloved Howard,
Would it truly be sinful to feel a certain inexplicable attraction towards an unattractable being??...yes you get me wrong Howard....again very presumptiously....you misinterpret my very being....
The string has been snapped and the void has been automatically generated, not in spirit...of course...only in the physically unavoidable dynamics...
And hence, the void(read horniness)....seeks and sniffs out...and snorts chemical abuse sometimes as well.., the unattractable, the untouchable, the unrelatable, and the unwantable..
So the real question here being.....what if an immortal being falls for a very mortal being.....what if the object of my desire is the undesirable.....??????
Would it be the classic case of Hercules falling for the villgae girl..or whatever she was??...Would it be the undefined chartered jetplane Im not leaving on??....Despite my bags being packed??...
Despite me being ready to go??...Standing right outside the door??..WOuld another undesirable attarction pull me back into my blackhole of non-existence....and a surro-gate of insecurities....
OR
Would this "undesirable" be my placebo...for wounds I never tolerated and boys I never scorned...????......Would it be my innuenedo for every chastising song I ever sang??....Would the Eraser Provider finally be the one I cuddle upto??
EEEEYYYYYYUUUUUCKKKHHHHHHHH!!!....If it weren't me on this side of the screen I would perhaps want to discreditand divest myself of all honor and shame.....and ofcourse exend the hand out of the screen and give myself a fucking BITCHSLAP!!.....
More on the undesirable...after these messages.....
Goodnight Howard
Urs very much in desire
Choleric
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