Beloved Howard,
I am a dream waiting to turn into reality....twilight waiting to hit dawn...wings waiting to touch thermals.....Arnold Schwarzenegger waiting to be terminated....ahhhhhhhhh the wait is excruciating Howard...the wait being of more than the many worlds I have come to accept as my turf....
The wait for something to happen....something eventful...something meaningful...something that doesn't hit the walls....something that brings change....something to change all that I know...all that I see.....All that has been engraved in the history of time as something garrulous and something incorrigible...ALLLL that has never been spoken of...but written much about....
All that even you Howard never got see around me....even though its irrelevant now...
Something...someone...somehow...somewhere to happen....and without which the world would be an incessant cesspool of commonplace existence...
ARRRRGGGGHHHH...Howard....the wait is excruciating....just like the venom that Edward so beautifull describes while being beautiful Himself....never figured out how that was possible....
but he promised that the venom would bring immortal change...and an indefinite pitstop to immortality...which would ofcourse be chnage itself....
Yes she was right, the Princess....transperancy is a poison that kills me slow and fast at the same time....slow for I wish it to be over...and fast for it is....
The desirable has been updated to many a mortal levels now...yet the urge to see you again has me creeping back into my closet and dark capes of bad hope...
Yes the wait is excruciating Howard...but the time has come.....we must come facetoface soon....
Goodnight Howard
urs in the waiting room
Choleric
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