Beloved Howard,
The enstranged undesirable became extremely desirable today....merely the fact that he desires someone else has triggered within me a lust...more spiteful than any....and an obsession more malignant than any I've felt in a very long time.....
There aren't many of these undesirables Ive ever looked upon after my last experience....which you are very happily aware was with you....after our last altercation my love....I decided once and for all to not give any importance or understanding to any of your kind....But I cannot help but wonder if my downfall is again my own doing...
The undesirable was rying to be desirable on my terms.....and i steered clear for him...and made life a lot easy....."Im too old for these games" is what I went around the world saying over and over again....until they finally stopped taking me seriously....Yes Howard you're right...We are at a place where men meet themselves....int eh real pits of hell...theres no point being naive and NICE now...is there???????????????? Its too late perhaps....
There are however many maiiiiiny things I am still capable of....much to the Desirable's(hereon) surprise......
I am atillt he guy who came up with games that only I can play.....I am stillt he guy who makes other meeker men weep for him....and cry their hearts out until they have had enough of not just the silly games....but the entire world itself...
The Desirable asked for it.....and the Desirable shall get it....The world shall be mine again...infact starting tomorrow morning.....I shall be the man i was once not proud of being....but also way before that I was proud of the same man as hell....
Goodnight Howard
Urs Schemingly,
Choleric
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